spx:
Hmmmm. This little fellow seems to have lost his little postit note.
Awww so cute
(Source: the-littleamerican)
spx:
Hmmmm. This little fellow seems to have lost his little postit note.
Awww so cute
(Source: the-littleamerican)
Is a cup of coffee to make the day right.
Sometimes all it takes
(Source: sun--hands)
Maybe we are all a little bit more different than we care to admit.
She wants me to be a 25 year old and make mistakes. I wonder if she rather be with a 45 year old like she is. We love each other and even though we have our doubts and issues. I just can’t imagine my life without being with her.
We discussed our age difference…
You’re more of an idea to me. Not a person. I don’t mean it in the messed sort of way. More like you’re part of me in a way. I don’t mean in a I have someone else talking me in my head. Just that you’re the one idea that has kept me sane during all the craziness.
I used to feel like this blog was about impressing you…
Hope it is a good one. :]
Merry Christmas
I feel crazy going in there and 90% of the time I end up crying. I just want to be happy and remember what it feels like that. I have no clue what I am doing. Wish someone did.
Therapy is something I am dreading more and more.
However, it’s just an idea. To me you’re like a unicorn. Everyone has heard of you but, you’re persona is based on what the label excepts from you not who you really are.
The idea of you is perfect.
Thank you for that.
You taught me it takes time to be okay.
I don’t fantasize about you, however, I do have the romantic thought of us sitting down and talking or not. The sense of it feeling normal and neither one of us have to be anything but ourselves. I don’t want anything from you but time to not have to be someone else.
I write words every day. I know you will never hear them.
I don’t want to be famous. I just want to be a music production engineer and sit at venues working on the board. Hopefully for big bands or three day music events. Music has been my everything for so long. I know millions of people say that and they want to be rock stars and want to be on the stage. I just want to spend every night romancing about the crowd around me excited about the band on the stage and that feel we all get when we’re at concerts seeing our favorite bands.
All I want to do is work in the music world.
This is how I am currently feeling.
(via teachingliteracy)
I miss it. It’s one of those things that takes me away.
I haven’t read in a while.
Why is it we are always looking for more? Why can’t what we have ever be good enough?
Why is it as animals we are constantly search?
Late at night, I become more serious and have more thoguhts in my head. At times even though I am dead tired, my mind wondering makes it hard to sleep. This is the second night have been alone in the bed. Such a weird feeling. Part of me feels this sense of relief that it is possible to have a good sleep. I’ve always been good at being alone. Yes I have my moments of tears and the loneliness that comes from those tears is from my innerself.
Long night.
